You mean a lot to me and I haven’t shown it properly, probably ever. I listen, but I’m not the kind of listener you need in the moment. I never meant to cause anyone anxiety with my follow up questions caused by conversation that was interesting to me. I only ask those questions so I can improve in whatever area we are talking about. My efforts to help make things better have often been poorly timed and made things worse. That or they were feeble and didn’t get at the root of whatever the problem was.
I really do try to be a better version of myself each day.
The only reason I would bother to mention tbis so publicly is because my actions don’t seem to show it these days. You all deserve the best out of me. So far, I have failed in giving that to you.
Tomorrow can always be better.